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Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
8:52 pm	Ya! My birthday is almost here! I will be 17! I feel so young. ;)I just hope all of my friends can come and give me presents. Just kidding. My Mom said it is going to be hot on SUNDAY at 5:00!!!(hint, hint) So my friends and I can go swimming. Advice for all, never drive my Dad around. He had me so nervous that I ran a red light. :I That man needs to eat some wheaties or something. Well, I've got to go. I have so many people to annoy and so little time to do it in. Current Mood: amused (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
3:10 pm	There is a war going on in my family and I fear that sides are going to be chosen. I face a choice of the sister that made my life a living hell, made stupid mistakes one right after another, and who can't keep a secret but expects everyone else too keep hers. Or, my Grandma. The person who changed my diapers when I was younger, cooks me breakfast when I come over, and hugs me when I'm sick.To whoever reads this the choice might be clear. But, I'm seeing things that I do not approve of. First off, my Grandma is refusing to speak to the Fly (my Sister) because she took her kids to see her husband, Tom. Now, Tom hasn't been the best of husbands/Fathers. But now, at least what I've heard, is that he is starting to grow up. He's paying his child support and finding ways to get his own self into Oakdale to see his kids. What really gets me Pissed is that from what the fly told me was that Grandma is not talking to the kids, Thomas and Naomi. It's like she blames them for some odd reason. I am also hearing, that my Uncle is threatening to take the Fly's car away. He sold her a car a little while ago when she finally got her license. Grandma and I guess my Mom too, are telling my Uncle to take the car back if she continues to see Tom. Now it seems that me Grandma is in the wrong and the Fly in the right. But, I don't know the story from my Grandma's P.O.V. All of this is mostly hear-say. What is really big Bull Shit is the way my Niece and Nephew are being treated. What has a 5 yr. old and a 2 yr. old don't to not be spoken too? I also heard that the same Uncle who sold Shelley the car, won't help his own son if he marries this Italian chick he met when he was stationed there. I need to move away. What do you (who ever reads this) think I should do? Current Mood: crappy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 6th, 2001
11:19 am	It' been like forever since I've written in here. Well, my sister Janelle got four tattoos and her lip pierced. My Dad is going to make her pay rent because she is blowing her money on stuff. My Mom and I have been playing this really old pinball game. She is so addicted to it. A curtain someone has some really good news. Congratulations Mike. I'm very happy for you. It took her longenough though. :) I have advice to everyone. Never tell your friends you like someone and show them who it is. Especially if the person you tell will think "It's soooo cute!" Well, I have to go. ByE! Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 22nd, 2001
6:07 pm	Put out Today is a sad day. After fighting so hard my Uncle passed away. A day before my B-day too. A party is out of the question. It will be on the 29th though. Can't wait. I'll be spending the night with my Grandma tonight. Visiting with my niece and nephew will be good. Well, I have to leave. I need to ride my bike to my Grandma's. Bye. Current Mood: drained (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 16th, 2001
8:58 pm	This has been my year of bad luck. Saturday my Uncle Tom had a heart - attack. He was in a coma up until today. The doctors says he has brain damage and they were going to pull the plug today. My family had a huge old fight. The Dittmans triumphed though. The family, and doctors are going to wait until tuesday. On top of that my bike was stolen today. Whats even weirder was I found it on the way to my Grandma's house. I can't believe it. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. Current Mood: melancholy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 3rd, 2001
1:45 pm	Well, it's happened. I was hit by a car. That was the scariest thing that will happen to me. Luckily I escaped with some bruises and scratches. I dented the womens car too. I will be at school tomorrow though. I have to do stuff or my muscles will stiffen up. I also do not want this to make me miss school. I don't know how I am going to carry my back-pack, but I will deal with that road when I get there. Current Mood: drained (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 12th, 2001
1:23 pm	Nerves Ok. School starts in like one day. I'm kinda glad cause I get to see my friends. Out of my schedule I got one teacher I really dislike. Mr. Oksen, the drunken teacher. I got him for English. That means it might be extra hard. Oh well I'll live. Well, I didn't write this before in any of my previous entry's but, Amanda and I went over to Ron's house a while ago. We snuck cause I'm not allowed over there. Ron took two pills. Some kinda drug. BUt he accidentally took a pill that was mixed into the bottle, Well, he is allergic to that pill and started to get sick. We had a fight and things just went crazy. Everything is ok now though. It just scared me so bad I wanted to leave and and curl up into a ball. It was the worst possible thing Ron could have done to me. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming him for getting sick, it's just. I told him not to do drugs around me. I don't have experience with that kind of stuff. I really don't know the difference between a high person or a normal person. Same thing about a drunk unless he is staggering. That day just sucked. I'm still trying to get over it. Current Mood: frustrated Current Music: Bad Day->FUEL (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 20th, 2001
1:52 pm	Man oh man. My Dad is being such a child. He hasn't spoken to me in like a month. Just because I didn't hear him give me an order. Doesn't that suck? I havn't be able to write in my journal 'cause I've been camping. It was fun. Wish my friends could have been there. Oh, I saw MIKE! He was walking with Brittani, Batman, and another friend. I'm so happy for him. Well, got to go. Later. Current Mood: crazy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 14th, 2001
7:08 pm	Slimmer Well, my parental unit bought me a bike. This pleases me beyond words. Now I don't have to depend on my unit to give me a ride. Also, my Mother Parent cannot blame me for making her drive this way and that. In other news, I heard from someone that Ron is thinking of breaking up with me. But, that person said that was like two weeks ago. I want to see him. Things have not been the same since he broke up with me the first time. Congrats to two of my friends, Sam and Mike. I'm glad Mike has another chance with Brittani and I'm glad Sam has a boyfriend. Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 31st, 2001
1:58 pm	Peacful My Dad is being nice to me now. Yay. Thats ok though. I get to go over to my friend's Grandma's house for a Barbacue. Tonight though, I am going to my Grandma's. Ron lives over by my Grandma's and I'm going to try and go see him. Thanks to all my friends for being my friends! Current Mood: lazy (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 27th, 2001
4:57 pm	Badly I feel so ashamed. Last night I had five of my friends over. Well, playfully I locked my friend Amanda Cruse out of my bedroom. We were just playing around! This afternoon, my Dad started to yell at me. He said that he didn't appreciate the way Amanda was locked out of my room. He started to lecture me about how when my Friends come over I am the Hostess and need to be respnsable and considerate to my guests. This is the pasrt where I am so ashamed. I cried. At first I didn't exactly know why I was crying. But, as the tears rolled down my face I thought about it. It seems no matter what I do I can't get away from being yelled at. No matter how cautious I am I always piss my dad off and he yells at me. He doesn't understand I can't stand to be yelled at. It makes me feel immature and so ver small. I cried for every little thing I have done that was bad. I just couldn't stop crying. I so badly wanted to leave. I had the phone in my hand and was about to call my Grandmother up and just walk to her house and chill for the rest of the day. After I thought about it for a while I thought it sounded like I was running away. I decided agains it though. Instead, I call Amanda Cruse up. I apologised for last night. She told me not to trip and that it was all good. I was able to stop the tears long enough so that she couldn't tell I was crying. I didn't want her to feel guilty in any way. Sometimes I hate living here. If I had somewhere else to go, maybe I would go there. Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
4:46 pm	Badly I feel so ashamed. Last night I had five of my friends over. Well, playfully I locked my friend Amanda Cruse out of my bedroom. We were just playing around! This afternoon, my Dad started to yell at me. He said that he didn't appreciate the way Amanda was locked out of my room. He started to lecture me about how when my Friends come over I am the Hostess and need to be respnsable and considerate to my guests. This is the pasrt where I am so ashamed. I cried. At first I didn't exactly know why I was crying. But, as the tears rolled down my face I thought about it. It seems no matter what I do I can't get away from being yelled at. No matter how cautious I am I always piss my dad off and he yells at me. He doesn't understand I can't stand to be yelled at. It makes me feel immature and so ver small. I cried for every little thing I have done that was bad. I just couldn't stop crying. I so badly wanted to leave. I had the phone in my hand and was about to call my Grandmother up and just walk to her house and chill for the rest of the day. After I thought about it for a while I thought it sounded like I was running away. I decided agains it though. Instead, I call Amanda Cruse up. I apologised for last night. She told me not to trip and that it was all good. I was able to stop the tears long enough so that she couldn't tell I was crying. I didn't want her to feel guilty in any way. Sometimes I hate living here. If I had somewhere else to go, maybe I would go there. Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Friday, May 25th, 2001
5:09 pm	Ecstatic Well, it seems my sister is going to graduate this year. Sadly my other friend is not. Tomorrow is my sister's party. At least I get to have some of my friends over too. That should make it ten times more funner! I am bored and my Dad is watching something gay on TV. Well, I'm going to leave now. I have places to go and people to annoy! Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 20th, 2001
8:54 pm	Tired Well, today was a very bad day for me. First my Dad goes off the deep end and throws a tantrum. And my friend hurt my feelings. If you read this I'm sorry for everything I did. I worked out in my back yard today. That was fun. I needed the work out anyways. I'm not really looking forward for this summer vacation. I am going to miss all my friends. My boyfriend called me yesterday. I was so happy to hear from him. I miss my Neice and my Nephew. I wish they lived here and Shelley lived in Arkansas. Oh well. Maybe some day I can go see them. Current Mood: drained (Comment on this)
Friday, May 18th, 2001
7:42 pm	Peachy I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm really really bored. That was taken from my friend's journal. It could be just me but that sounds like a song. I'm not really bored though. I'm happy I have people who want to sign my yearbook. I know that sometimes I can be so mean no one wants to be around me. I don't know why I am like that. Just like the worl I blame my parents!!! Haha. Just kidding. It could be hereditary though. That would kinda suck. Well, I found out my boyfriend has been suspended again. It seems he has eight tardies. Oh boy am I jumping for joy. It is his life though. He wouldn't appreciate me telling him he is screwing up. He told me he doesn't take shit from no one. On one occasion he made that perfectly clear. I said something I shouldn't have and he took way to much offence to it. I need to remember to think before I talk. My mouth has really been running away from me. I'm thinking of toning it down for a while. Maybe trying to act more mature than I already *try* too. At least I got to see my friend Amanda! She looks really good. I can't wait until she comes back to school. I met her mom too. She kinda scares me. But she seems really nice. I hope she likes me so she will let Amanda come over or I go over to her house. Well, I have to go make coffee for defty. That is what I call my Dad because you have to repeat yourself like five times until he finally gets what you are saying. Current Mood: blank (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 16th, 2001
10:05 pm	Pain Well, my dentist appointment was today. At least I got it over with! My friend Amanda Cruse is going to stay with me for three days! Her mom, Eric, and sister are going to Las Vegas and she didn't want to stay with her father. It is going to be so cool. It's to bad she has summer school though. I forgive her anyways. Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 13th, 2001
10:30 am	Yesterday two of my friends came over and we swam in my pool. It was a lot of fun. My friend pushed me into the pool though. That was not funny at all. I'm hoping that Ron will do something with me today. That is if my Dad lets me out of the house. And if Ron remembers! Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Friday, May 11th, 2001
5:42 pm	It was so hot Today. I got to go swimming in my pool thought. That was mildly entertaining. My house is so boring! It sucks that I don't live close to any of my friends. I'll get over it though. Tomorrow my friends are coming over! I can't believe that my mom is actually letting them. I have to do a shit load of work though. Its worth it. I still have my finale project to work on though. Current Mood: bored (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 10th, 2001
4:00 pm	Hot Ok. My friends want to give me a make-over. Forgive me if I don't jump for joy. I don't know what is wrong with me. I never really was for all that girlie stuff. I'm more like the girl who blows up the backyard trying to get Barbie into space. I'm going to let them do it though. I have nothing better to do. Did you ever notice how pretty the ground is? When ever you just sit there and stare at it for a while you get to thinking about it. For me, I think about all the generations that have walked on it. How people before me dreamed of a better life. Many people have died on the ground. It seems blood is a part of the Earth as well. Current Mood: hot Current Music: Baby Back Ribs song from Chilis (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 9th, 2001
5:20 pm	Blank Today was a great day. I didn't have to go to the dentist. They (the dentist receptionist) screwed up my appointment. So now I have to go next Wednesday. Ya. The school year is almost over. I am not ready to depart from my friends that are graduating. I keep thinking, "Will I ever see them again?" " Will I ever talk to them?" or, "Will I even remember them?" They say absence makes the heart grow fonder. But, absence also makes the heart forget. Current Mood: blank Current Music: Crawling (Hint, hint) - Linkn Park (Hint, hint) (1 Comment |Comment on this)